| Somewhere down by the lakeside, a Theurge is flinging paper into the black water. A passerby would mistake him for a madman, or perhaps a very angry junior executive pitching the last vestiges of some failed project into the lake. A garou might mistake him for a theurge in the midst of some sort of rite.
A block away and nine stories up, it’s a different world. Imogen’s condominium is, by the laws of the Nation, property of the Garou the Nation would call her mate. It doesn’t feel like that to him. It feels like her home to him, even though she leaves very little trace of herself in its space. No pictures. No clutter. No half-read books or magazines or dirty clothes.
She leaves enough. She leaves her scent, which pervades the condominium, and something of her presence.
This is her home, and therefore, somehow in that gray area that she herself inhabits: at once a part of the War and separate from the Nation; a place that, and not at all by accident, Decker has never once intentionally brought his packmates, his septmates, his Garou acquaintances.
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The lights are on in here. There are no shadows to hide in, but then, neither of them are the shy type. Neither of them have ever pretended modesty. Neither of them have ever really pretended anything about this, the act, which is a raw, wordless thing, on the border of savage. His eyes are on her until he can’t watch her anymore, and then he leans his head back and shuts his eyes, holds her by the hips, gives himself over to it. The air fills with the sound of their breathing, and little else.
They call it fucking. It’s not quite that.
They never call it making love. It’s definitely not that.
Afterward, the room feels warmer, though he knows it’s his own blood that runs hot. He can hear it pounding through his veins: his heartbeat echoing through his ears and his chest, his groin, the tips of his fingers. His chest rises and falls in a ragged, swift cadence; it doesn’t matter if she’s atop him, or against him. He’s strong enough, and he needs the air badly enough, that his breath lifts her and lowers her on every cycle.
He can hear himself breathing. And her breathing. And the hum of the heating system.
And, quite distantly, the angry rattle of someone — some punk kid or somethin’, he thinks to himself, distractedly, perhaps surprised that even this high-class neighborhood has such miscreants — pitching a fit at a metal railing. |