| Anything he can remember.
There are some cases Henry doesn’t want to remember. It’s not about the level of gore, or the fact that he himself was injured while trying to save someone’s life and it ultimately failed altogether; it’s about the level of human suffering that he can absorb in a single day, and most days he has reached his capacity by the time 1600 hours rolls around. Thinking back on the days of twelve-hour shifts when they would be going from 0800 hours until well after sundown, he can’t understand how they had survived on that system for so long.
They see a lot of suffering in a single day. But life has been easier to tolerate now that he’s admitted he needs help coping.
Henry reaches up his left hand, a brief and easily-missed flash of gold coming along for the ride, and runs it down his face as if to cajole sensation to the nerve endings, to wake himself up. His easily-bruised flesh flushes easily, as well. The skin is momentarily red.
“Um,” he starts out. “Like I said, it was around noon, and, ah, the call came from a neighbor, said she’d heard screaming and glass breaking. So we show up, and there’s no answer at the door, so you know, to follow protocol we go around back and try that door, and it opens. Suspect charges us as soon as we make it through the kitchen, so my partner and I vacate the premises and call for police backup.”
He hadn’t told his real partner, his domestic partner, this story.
“Police arrive on scene about five minutes later, and they secure the scene so we can get back in there and it’s… it looked like a war zone, to be totally honest. Furniture was knocked over, there was blood everywhere, and in the middle of it all the patient’s lying there unconscious and unresponsive. We examined her and determined that she was late in the first trimester of her pregnancy, had a collapsed lung with several broken ribs determined by palpation of crepitation, and she had a deviated trachea, all likely sustained from blunt force trauma. If there was any tenderness in her abdomen none was noted because the, ah… the patient did not regain consciousness during field examination. So we packaged her and took her to Northwestern, and, ah… that’s it.” |