| She eventually wandered off to the bathroom to take a shower. Her body didn’t ache, her head wasn’t swimming, but she was there to engage in another ritual. Getting clean was like any other ritual, really. There were steps taken, and to a theurge they all were treated with reverence. Everything had purpose, no motion taken for granted, nothing idle.
She stepped into the bathroom, the first motion being one of practicality. Mrena washed her hands. She washed her hands because they were filthy. Because she had more than dirt under her nails, but realistically, it didn’t matter. It wasn’t because she was worried about getting her hands dirty, it was because she was more concerned with keeping her towels clean. No point in getting clean and then getting dry with something dirt-and-grime flecked.
There was, however, and order to which Mrena took off her mothes. The shirt came off over her head, arms crossed underneith her and the dark grey sweater came off over her head. It was tossed to the ground; the theurge disposed of her shoes next. Pale grey eyes fell to the door into the bathroom; she could practically see little dirty footprints leading in. Tennis shoes were placed rather carefully by her shirt, with her socks next.
Mrena had to all but peel herself out of her jeans, though. They weren’t quite dry. The mud and dirt on them made them heavier than they had been normally. Coupled with the fact that they were already a little tight, it made removal difficult. They cling to her lower body stubbornly, hugging subtle but feminine curves.
The lady headed to one of the shower stalls, turning on the water and letting it start to warm up. Standing in the bathroom in her bra and underwear, she found herself staring in the mirror. Her face was dirt streaked, the contrast between dark and light made even more evident when she was a mess. The theurge looked at herself in the mirror with scrutiny. Brows furrowed slightly as she sought out whatever imperfections she may have had.
She looked down at herself, briefly. White Eyes carried herself like she had no faults. She presented herself as a creature beyond contempt. A creature that was unbreakable. A will that was indomitable. When she was left to her own devices, she saw the cracks.
Mrena was soft. She didn’t pretend that she didn’t see her own fault- denying one’s own weaknesses and simply ignoring their existence were two different things. She looked at her reflection in the mirror and saw almost deceptive innocence. She was soft. Her hips were gently curved, her cheeks rounded, her breasts full for her frame but not overly large. Mrena’s body was toned, but by no means was she considered athletic. On the contrary, at that moment, she looked at herself, sans clothing and bravado, and realized that she was delicate. She realized that her wrists were thin, that her skin was soft and smooth.
And while these were traits that fit her, it did not mean that they were always the best traits to have. Were she given the opportunity, Mrena would become a breathtaking woman. She would be nearly angelic, ethereal, simply unreal.
She was what she was. More spirit than woman. And walking a fine balance to be something complete.
There was a healthy cloud of steam in the bathroom at that point, and she turned to look towards her shower, reaching back to unhook her bra and slip it off. It was something black that hooked in the back. Funny, really, that she wore black underwear, or even wore it for that matter. There wasn’t the sort of stigma attached to color anymore, really, but it was what it was. It seemed almost out of place. Something that stood in stark contrast against pale, flawless skin. Her choice in underwear didn’t actually speak of necessity. It was something that was both form and function.
Because god forbid the Shadow Lord wear black lace anything. It was something lovely, almost teasingly so, because no one was actually around to see them. Except for her. Mrena saw her underwear and it seemed that it was strictly for her own personal enjoyment. The theurge let the black lace of her underwear fall. They had been something well cut, and something that wouldn’t really show panty lines. They traveled down toned thighs and eventually, were discarded into the pile of clothing on the floor.
She went ahead and looked at the little pile of her things before shaking her head. Mrena went off to go get into the shower at that point.
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After a good fifteen minutes (that will not be discussed), the theurge came down the stairs and was off to investigate what exactly was going on downstairs. Who the voices were, what was going on, etcetera etcetera. Attire was something comfortable. Black pants. White tee shirt. Her hair was still wet. She put shoes on. They weren’t important. |